Hi there, my name is Troy.I want the past. I want the feelings you used to give me, the feeling that we were unstoppable. I want the way we used to look at each other with passion, and the way you used to hold me. I just want the “new” feeling again to remind me that we are happy.
Familiarity got a hold of us, and brang us to feeling 5 years deep into our relationship. I just want to be back at day 1, where everything was happy. Not full of fights, tears, and lack of affection.
You can always give your 2 cents, and care for someone. But you can never fully understand how a person works, why they decide certain things, or what they truly feel. When i come to you for support, i just want a friend to listen and to care, maybe even give me advice. I need someone to listen, not to run my life for me. I don’t understand why people get offended when i don’t follow their advice, or make a decision that they oppose of.
Caring is one thing, and understanding is another. You’re an outsider looking in.
gay
i am boarddddd
Life’s great.
Life sucks.
Life’s great.
Life sucks.
Yeah. My life in a nut shell.
The only thing I use often now is Twitter, and sometimes Facebook.
https://twitter.com/tr0ytransf0rmer
Late.
Oh how lame, I’m following 27 people. One day I decided ‘hay, let’s unfollow and follow a lot of people back!’
Then I remembered, ‘wtf is the point? I don’t even use tumblr anymore’ so I stopped and now I follow 27 people. Yes.
You know, I was thinking about the past today. It really made me question my own character. How many heads have I stepped on to get to where I am today?
I have the girl of my dreams - the one that won’t get away - who I’ve spent almost a year of my life with. It feels longer. I’m getting seemingly closer with my family even if it’s at a snails pace. I’m talking to a few of my close friends with hope to rekindle what we once had. Everything else seems to be taking care of it self. I’m honestly happy but who suffered to get me here..
I guess there’s no point in dwelling on it because it’s the past but I still feel bad. For the random stranger, the close friend, or even a crush of mine. How everything transpired and the actions I took? I don’t regret it but I do regret some of the bonds I severed to get here. I honestly miss everyone who’s ever been in my life. More so my friends than anything else. I miss talking to some of these people and having inside jokes or stupid conversations. I check up on a lot of people but I don’t say anything to them. I’m not sure if it’s because of the fear of feeling bad for putting them in my past or because they’ve moved on for better or worse without me.
It’s whatever though. Though I don’t say it directly to you, I apologize. I’m growing up. I’m turning 19 in 2 days. I probably won’t talk to most of the people in my past ever again so I’d rather just leave it at that then have negative thoughts when you randomly cross my mind, peace.
Sleeping over at my lovely boyfriend’s house tonight, on our 1 year anni. I love having the freedom to do such things.
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Just wanted to say that.
K bye. I gets to cuddle with him toniiiiight <3
Happy 1 year! <3
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It’s kind of hard to believe that it’s been almost a year since we’ve been together.. <3
THIS FUCKING VIDEO NEEDS TO GO TO HELL
At least this isn’t the video where I taunt you with Doritos, Doritos smelling vagina woman.
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Here ANON.
When we get into a really bad fight, we have two options.
It’s either we A, stay together or B, break up.
Whatever we do is optional. Remember that an option is an option and we can pick whatever one we want. Think about it though. What happens when we remove that option of breaking up? We don’t have an option anymore.
By removing that option, our only choice is to stay together. We’re not cocky or arrogant about our relationship. We just strongly believe that we’ll end up together. You may have read about us in posts that we’ve written but do you really know us? No. Do you really know how we feel towards each other? No. Do you really understand the mutual connection that we have with each other? No. It’s not even a belief at this point. We know. We know that no matter how bad things can get, we’ll still have each other at the end of the day. We know that no matter how hurtful we can be towards each other, we can forgive each other and move the fuck on like nothing happened.
Don’t say we’re stupid just because we know. Ignorance doesn’t validate your criticism.
